Lina Maria Giraldo's Blog

It’s 6:00 am. The beep of the alarm sounds, I’m trying to get out of bed but I’m not ready yet. I’m never ready.

Just one more hour I say!

He just rolls next to me. He talks into my ear and says, why not?

I change the alarm to 7:00 in my useless effort to stop time and stay there forever.

He hugs me like tomorrow doesn’t exist.

I feel his heat in my back his breathing lulls me.

He ‘s very close to me. Our bodies merge and we are in place where time doesn’t exist.

I’m unique. She doesn’t understand that. She goes blind because of her selfishness. I’m the only one and I only exist once. There are no second opportunities in my path. It’s now, not yesterday and not tomorrow. I wish she opened her eyes and saw the grin. Why is she so dark? Why doesn’t she discover all the wonderful things I have? I bring her every day a surprise, but she keeps ignoring them. The door has been closed so many times by her.

She’s my worst enemy. Her thoughts kill my future. Her sadness eats my brain, soul and heart.

I wish one day she woke up and realized I’m always by her side.